What is your twin flame story?
13.06.2025 12:57
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
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Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
Overthinking is killing me day-by-day. What should I do?
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
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I felt beautiful inside n out
Why do people see porn pics when they can watch porn videos instead?
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You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
He questioned why I loved him,
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
What can you do if you are a full-grown adult, but never experienced being a child?
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
Why are Trump's and Khan's experiences with authorities in the US and Pakistan similar?
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U understand who we are in your own way
When he realized who he was,
Isn't it a turn on to have sex with a girl in a skirt or in a tight spandex?
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
Blessings
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
What's the most incredible coincidence that ever happened to you?
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
That I was a beautiful woman
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
What's an uncomfortable truth you've learned to accept?
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
Were any US Generals hurt or killed yesterday in Damascus, Syria, yesterday 5/9/24?
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
What happens to single guys when they get older?
It's like my blood pressure was high
I wish you nothing but the very best
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
We became each other's focus project and aim.
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
My body temperature unbalanced
But now,
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
Well,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
SO,
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
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Still,it didn't work.
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N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
He complained about me messing up his life ,
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
NOW,
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
At this moment,
I will always love you.
It was in my happiest era
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
Forever n ever n ever!
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
NOTE:
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
What I saw in him ,
N though, you might not know about tfs,
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
When you're loved right, you bloom!
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
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It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
I have no regrets 😊 😊
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
The replacement was my lookalike
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
This was happening fast
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
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I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
Live long !!
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
I don't even know how to explain it,
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
Love n light.
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
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It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
I know you've accepted this love .
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
Like a wild fire spreading fast
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
Everything had gone.
The panic was real,
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He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
To my surprise,
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
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Didn't put any thought into it,
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
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Also NOTE:
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
I never lost words to say to him
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
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I know u been through your fair share of tribulations